Swimm in the deep, stars shining like eyes without a face
La la lala alala... la!

Young Flavour of reading

I read a book for the first time in a while today. Like a printed book all words and shit. It was SOOOO ABleist, but it was so enthralling, just like how the words painted images in my mind, no matter the content. I walked away from the book with full on illustrations i KNOW don't exist! And while I was reading I could hear the faintest whispers of the characters voices. Oh, it was amazing, to be so glued to a book. I have lost my tact though, eating and reading a book that wants to shut itself from the crispness of its own binding is hard. I remember I used to be able to read and walk freely as a little kid, scanning my perifrials as i went XD. makes me, urges me to create yknow, i want to make something so much more,,, something else than what i have seen before.

It amuses me too, as the author weaves a story in which the weapon of the 'invader' is a beautiful snow globe in every home. Just how books carries the casualness of oppression, dolled up even, dot so many people's homes, or consiouses even. It's so strange how artists and authors can see such, but don't push the glimpse to a fuller picture. Interesting anyway, I want to do something with it. I'm not even sure if I should keep the specific book; for all that it entails rather than what i see when i remember it. I think i'll just read some more books instead. Cuz like ugh. pretty picture, but this is colonial to its core!!!

April 8th 2024..

Re-up... the Red Rover does a spin flip!

Wow it's been a year since i blog posted to this page! But i think about it all the time, isn't that sweet. i think it is. well, some things happened, i broke my computer trying to repair it, but i've got this new one! so now i've got to make do and cats am i , im pretty excited. i got a re-up laptop, thats 17" and buncha ram & storage bc i was finally upgrading from the og laptop, but then i broke the little one on accident so yeah. (kinda like that 'Ime chan wants to be a guitar hero' song not long back XD T_T ) here's hoping i can get an extrernal harddrive to get my files cuz they're cushy in there, it was more of a power issue anyhow. but for now, i haven't got most of anything from my og. deja vu almost. i feel very lucky my skillz can transfer over, and i can develop my mechanical creative mind further. just gotta find the right tools for the job, err it determines a change in workflow; they're not always what they seem!

but yeah basically, i've got some ideas!!! I've learned more semantics in the meantime, so hopefully that shows x](still figuring out longdesc tho. apparently its not even supported because not enough people learned it? even tho it be super buff??). m' making a spidery sitemap, and a couple story related updates soon. i will figure this out, esp cuz i'm going back to treatment soon! i might make a memorial page soon as well, though im a bit conflicted. the internet can be ruthless. Anyhoot, hope u tab in and feel inspired by the changes sometime.

March 30th, 2024...

Asteroido screaming 'I CANT FUCKING SEE' into cityscape

long desc: Asteriodo is pink lavender gradient curly hair, with two high short pigtails, choppy bangs, and curly cues. wears a giant hotpink bow, with a hot pink star on the lilac band, has two line patchy brows, large ruby red glasses, sharp teeth and hot pink tongue. HAZ brown moles and hot pink blush and dark purple eyeshadow with lilac lashes, all on tan skin.
Asteroido wears a dressed up shirt, stiped grey and lavender long sleeves, grey collar, lavender top piece, with rufles, before grey fabric over the midriff. Then a hot pink short skirt, with lilac hoops. under dat, lavender, and lilac stripe long socks, and plain grey pyjama slipper shoes, with lavender soles. Has a lilac 'x' on the front pink lavender bangs, and one is dark grey, with hotpink smear, the other light grey with dark purple swirl. has a hot pink star necklace with a hot purple chain, and is holding plastic cheerleading pom poms of grey/silver and pink/lavender strips.


In this pic tho, Astroido has the crying gacha eyes, lilac with blue streaming tears aside a gaping screaming mouth with fangs. Most of Astroido's outlines are a bright purple.There is a white glow along Astroido's outline, and the letters, white are lilac with black outlines and float atop the purple cityscape road behind. Astroido Yells " I CANT FUCKING SEE!!!" And theres a faint swirly '23' airbrushed in the top corner.
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March 19th, 2023...


PLATNIUM LUV 4 U!!!! COLLECT MY PENNIES N MY DIMES DATS WHY U LUV IT WHEN I CRYYYYYYYY!!!!!

BRUH GOT SOOOO MANY PLANS 4 THIS SITE ITS GONNA BE HUGEEEEE HEFTY!!!!! one day bruh YEHAHHHHHHHHHHAHSHHAHAHSHASHSAASAS

March 19th, 2023...

drawing of ASTROIDO on cityscape bg

They be askin me why i still use gacha -
Dawg i dont know how to draw 💀😀{skull, smiley emoji} AND I DONT WANNA LEARN HAVE YOU TRIED ANIMATING FRAME BY FRAME??? GRADIENTED!?!?? NAUR why would i do that when GACHA has all the poses i would ever need!?!?! i mean shit like gacha needa step ther game up yeah but in the mean time WHERE AM I SPPOSED TA GO!?!?!? jus lemme animate dam
anyways long desc: ASTROIDO but i drew it like a DRAWZER!?!!? cutely messy, dis wone ASTROIDOS eyes r open, dark grey pink smeared, and light grey purple swirl; both lookin confused, wit the sleeve paws raised. same cityscape bg owu. it says 'TO DRAWER!?!!' on the side.
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anyways i luv making gacha edits. gaxcha edits ALL DAYYY!!!!

March 19th, 2023...